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I’d like to start this by briefly talking about my dream. The night before I went to Turkey, about a month ago now, I had a dream of Cindy Wilson’s son (Cindy from the B52s) that he was talking to me. If you read the post before this one you will understand what I am talking about. Anyway, the night after that dream, as I was in Istanbul, I actually got to talk to him. The dream I had pretty much came true. I was laying on my bed and I saw that he’ posted a story on his Instagram account and I just got angry and frustrated and wrote him a message. “You’re just a dick” I wrote I honestly never thought he would reply, like ever. I tried to write him messages many times before and he never dignified me with an answer. But this time he did. We got to talk and at first he was very angry, just like in the dream, saying I had blackmailed him over “some insignificant bullshit” and that “he was and still is so fucking over it”. Those were his words. I don’t honestly remember ever blackmai